I Know I Love You

I know I Love You – I thought you too knew 

He was sitting in the corner of a room, scribbling the notes with her name thinking deep. Ocean of thoughts were rumbling through. One of his usual questions came into his mind – he opened a new page and started to put that thought in.

“Why did I Love you so much?” This question was also raised by his girl friend at a time; He just smiled at this question and said “I love you, I don’t know why!” Now suddenly, he doesn’t know why, a severe need felt deep inside him to let her know what would be the answer for it.

He started to write “It was around 11 pm in the night, Just disconnecting a hour long conversation on phone, from roof climbed down the stairs was and about to reach my room; phone started to blink, that is when he saw her message “How much you love me?”, he hopped on to his bed, inside my blanket, smiled and replied “Just Imagine that I’m in front of you standing, taking your hand and filling with a handful of sand on your palm, now sit and count every sand without losing even one – count with the stars at the sky – that is how much I love you” few seconds later, She replied “I love you :)” Followed by, “Why do you love me so much” I didn’t have any answer because Love never needed a reason!

Controlling his tears, watching the sky out of his window, he paused for few min and again started to write
My heart was stark whiteness, like this page before my thoughts were applied, having no color, before I met you. I remember the first time I saw you. Those eyes drew me in from that moment only to find a heart dormant, but alive. You are becoming a special part of my life, as every time we are together, I learn something else wonderfully new about you.

                Each time we share something, it just feels right. You challenge my emotions and mind to grow upward to a higher level, exploring the unknown. You ask me what I feel, what I see, seeking an answer for a question that has not been completed yet. We are learning to trust and now move forward in our respective days, there is someone who truly understands us.

                How much closer could I feel? I honestly don’t know. Never did I believe I could care for another person as much as I care for you. I sometimes wish for all this to end, for me not to enjoy and look forward to our times together, for you to walk away and for us to go separately.

                Then, the thought our ending frightens me more than the uneasiness of this heart. It’s strange how my feelings for you grow. Please know how very grateful I am to have you become more and more a part of life.

This is what I have for you, this is all what I had for you, “I love you” These are not just words – They are connected wires of feelings for you to keep you smiling and happy all my life. He slowly drifted back into the memories she had strongly embedded in him….

Because he was not ready to let go of his love that easily.

Because he had built a world with her, now without her, there is no home for him.

Because he felt she was always  The Chosen ONE for him.